December 2010
45 posts
Dec 31st
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Dec 29th
Have any of you read good books lately that I...
I am in a hardcore reading mood. 
Dec 28th
I got two books today
one is called Gut Symmetries and the other one is Lighthead by Terrance Hayes. I’m considering just reading all afternoon (I hardly ever find time to read for fun during school) if my plans are falling through, which it seems like they are. I also got a back up hard drive for my mac in case it crashes or something and I lose all my pictures and everything I’ve ever written. So...
Dec 28th
kinda lonely? I guess that's how it goes...
I did have a really good Christmas though. 
Dec 28th
Juuddyy.: in the end, christmas doesn't mean all... →
jtotheudy: it’s nice receiving presents and giving presents. it’s all the thought that goes behind the presents that puts a smile on the person’s face. but in reality, christmas has become a little too materalistic. the most important gift a person can ever receive is the gift of friends and family. just… My thoughts exactly.
Dec 25th
Bad news, good news.
I’m going to pretend that the bad stuff doesn’t exist for a while. And get some lunch and buy my dad a christmas present. 
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
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I probably talk about my dreams too much...
but YOU GUYS. I had a dream last night that involved collecting a bunch of dead body parts, and trying to hide them from the innocent eyes of some child who was in this house with me for some reason. It was like, dismembered arms and feet and stuff that were in this pile and I was trying to shove them to move them out of sight. And it was detailed. And disgusting. Where does this shit come...
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
I still don't know about marriage,
but I love the idea of meeting some one who becomes family to you. 
Dec 19th
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What's the point in saying "No homo"? No one's...
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Another weird dream last night!
My mom moved into my apartment with me because she was sick and I was going to take care of her. Everything was going fine until one day she piled up a bunch of dirty toilet plungers on my bed by my pillows. I was really grossed out and mad, and I asked her why and she said that she wasn’t sure, and maybe she just doesn’t like me very much. 
Dec 18th
-dyingtolive: “So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
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Why oh why am I in such a good mood?
I have 4 finals in the next 5 days. I should be borderline suicidal right now. But I feel awesome! 
Dec 18th
“I will have poetry in my life. And adventure. And love. Love above all. No… not...”
– William Shakespeare  (via dragonships)
Dec 17th
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if you fuckin' with this girl then you betta be...
I don’t care what none of y’all say, I still love her. 
Dec 17th
English is always in the back of mind, I think.
i’m studying for my weather and climate final but just keep finding good metaphors for relationships and life in the text. jesus. focus, ginger. 
Dec 17th
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Dec 16th
Dec 16th
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Anne Sexton (a persona poem I had to write)
Old fur coat a glass filled to the brim, on the brink, carbon monoxide filled my lungs like medicine. Before I say anything else, poetry was just I crutch I leaned on that broke. And I would be called confessional, emotional dissect my postpartum depression institutionalization but I am not what I have done. I am Marc Anthony, Hemingway, Rembrandt All deaths tragic, but  there is mystery and...
Dec 15th
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My boyfriend is insisting that I do not under any circumstances buy him a christmas present, even though he told me what he got me already. I kinda feel like SECRETLY he wants one and this is a test. But that’s crazy. And I’m irrational. But he should just let me get him something. It’s fucking christmas. Where is his holiday spirit. 
Dec 15th
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Underwater
Your temper was struck, a match flaming and dying quickly in seconds, leaving only remnants of smoke in the night air   “I would have punched the guy out, if you weren’t there,”   but I said I didn’t believe you,   just thinking that the people wandering the streets at night might be droplets of water losing all definition of themselves and everyone else falling into an...
Dec 15th
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Dec 11th
Noir: Orpheus
Liberty Avenue emptied long ago, Though a few white-air businessmen hustle Along the sidewalk wrapped in aluminum- Colored suits; their briefcases black as Bibles. They are shadows hugging in the alley. Everywhere the big-hand homeless reach. And there’s me, rookie night-freak, Asking the clerk for a booth. Finding you, like the last cookie In a cracked display case. Here I am, Baby, ...
Dec 10th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 5th
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“Don’t fear god, Don’t worry about death; What is good is easy to get, and What is terrible is easy to endure.”
Dec 4th
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Dec 3rd
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gingerpeach: ...come again? →
kukukachoo42: gingerpeach: I don’t know if this is old news in particular, and people who aren’t Buffy fans will not give a shit about this, BUT they are making a BTVS movie and not including any input from Joss Whedon? I don’t think I like this very much. It pretty much makes me 5% anticipatory insulted, 75% nervous and… TRUE GODDAMN STORY. And I have no idea why Joss is letting them do...
Dec 3rd
...come again?
I don’t know if this is old news in particular, and people who aren’t Buffy fans will not give a shit about this, BUT they are making a BTVS movie and not including any input from Joss Whedon? I don’t think I like this very much. It pretty much makes me 5% anticipatory insulted, 75% nervous and 19% irritated. With mayhaps 1% of excitement in there some where.  I mean, Buffy and...
Dec 3rd
“As an atheist, having a Christian threaten me with hell is like having a hippy...”
– Josh Thomas. (via psychedelicmango)
Dec 2nd
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So today, in my human sexuality class, we talked...
Which got me to thinking about the fact that some women feel that having their partners continually ask, “Is this okay?” during sex (i.e. “informed consent”, without which it would be considered rape) would be a turn on. But I disagree. I think it would ruin the… moment, to an extent, and I like to think that my boyfriend knows when I want to, and I’ll make it...
Dec 1st
Dec 1st
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