December 2009
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at the end of the day you either focus on what's...
(via juuddyy)
Dec 30th
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“People should fall in love with their eyes closed. Just close your eyes. Don’t...”
– Andy Warhol
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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URGH
I write things that are pretty and plus, I would love to get them off my chest and share them but they are too personal and secret that I just can’t. It is the most frustrating thing.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
Being contemplative and going over old journal...
uh oh!
Dec 30th
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I got hit by a car today.
It’s not serious, besides some wicked bruises. It was just freaky for a second when I was like HOLY SHIT I JUST GOT HIT BY A CAR. Because people die when that happens sometimes. Haha, but I was actually pretty lucky I think.
Dec 30th
I don't know about you, but when I brush my teeth...
(via juuddyy)
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
chai tea, peanut butter & cheese sandwich and a...
Dec 29th
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Entropy
In the heat of summer the boy will say so many pretty things in the flower scented damaged dented messages he brings he’ll try to convince you it stings he’ll say ‘there’s nothing I can do all I see is you’ you’ll stare at the sky and slowly reply ‘maybe we’re too young to do what we do’ In the autumn chill you’ll hesitate but whisper...
Dec 28th
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I'm so glad this is not my life anymore.
Wide Awake I wish I was stronger I wear my heart beneath layers and layers but I don’t think that’s what you were looking for Remind me again the type of person I fall into the type of person I hated when I fell in love with you like a broken record I love you I don’t love you Tell me again how you think I’m beautiful so I can bit my lip and act modest like some one...
Dec 28th
I feel like posting old poetry for no reason.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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... none of them led to us.
“But this is all a chasing after the wind. The essence of the suicides consisted not of sadness or mystery but simple selfishness. The girls took into their own hands decisions better left to God. They became too powerful to live among us, too self-concerned, too visionary, too blind. What lingered after them was not life, which always overcomes natural death, but the most trivial list of...
Dec 27th
“Conservatives say teaching sex education in the public schools will promote...”
– Beverly Mickins (via art-or-porn)
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
I have had the worst Christmas of my life so far.
kissesforbears: gingerayla: (via kissesforbears) D : what’s wrong girlie?! My dad called me a bitch at the top of my lungs. And then stormed out of the house and went on a drive. My sister locked me out of my house. In the snow and I was barefoot. My mom hates me. Shit, they all hate me. And I still don’t even really understand what the fuck happened. Not to mention all of the...
Dec 26th
I have had the worst Christmas of my life so far.
(via kissesforbears) D : what’s wrong girlie?!
Dec 26th
Dec 25th
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On a brighter note,
merry christmas! This only happens once a year, so lets get out our ugly christmas pajamas and drink egg nog and spend time with those wacky relatives. Or ya know, whatever you have going on today.
Dec 25th
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“best friends” are supposed to be a priority, aren’t they? I wish I was more of a priority to you, more often than I’d like to admit. I have been gone most of the year, and we’re barely motivated to see each other.  It’s kind of twisted. Isn’t it?
Dec 25th
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And I know, baby just how you feel.
Things that made today good: 1) checking online and finding my grades, to discover they’re not half bad! 2) cleaning the snow off my madre’s car this morning even though the snow was almost past my knees, i.e. randomly doing something nice. 3) buying things for people. 4) talking to my dad on the phone, telling him about what kind of things he can surprise me with for christmas and...
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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My brother seriously pisses me off sometimes.
Dec 24th
“I’ve made the most important discovery of my life. It’s only in the mysterious...”
– A Beautiful Mind
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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“The weight of the world Is love Under the burden Of solitude Under the...”
– Allan Ginsberg (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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stuff about things
Exam is in 99 minutes. And then work right immediately after. I don’t know how they expect me to get from exam to work in 15 minutes, but I’m not stressing. That old folks home is a mad house, a mad house. Anyways, exam week is officially crazy. All the studying and last minute freaking out and random free things and not getting nearly enough sleep and not going to class and random...
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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things we have done in the past few days instead...
1) Eat ice cream. 2) Go to ratemykitten.com, all give our personal opinions on the cuteness level and then find the average. 3) Watch Jake and Amir videos. 4) Look up the 2,000 something words you can’t say on television. Debating which words are worse, and giggling at the combinations of them we make. 5) Looking up the most expensive things and trying to guess how much they are. For...
Dec 19th
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I didn't think I had new years resolutions, but it...
1) study more (before right before my exams) 2) say more silly words/make up more words 3) learn to play claire de lune 4) write a story, or part of a story. or even a title. or a brainstorming chart. (write something having to do with a story) 5) find a new hobby/interest and more to come, I’m sure..
Dec 18th
“Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter...
-Charlie Brown. Awww.
Dec 18th
Dec 15th
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Dec 14th
I want to go into my room and not come out for a...
(via kissesforbears) agree agree agree
Dec 14th
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I need this old train to break down
oh please just let me please break down
Dec 13th
“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”
– Winnie the Pooh (via anditslove)
Dec 12th
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Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
“We are fragmented into so many different aspects. We don’t know who we really...”
– Sogyal Rinpoche (via fatalistichues) (via quote-book)
Dec 10th
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“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via misswallflower)
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
lonely, suddenly.
Dec 9th
"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do...
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Dec 9th
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Dec 8th
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I wrote this in October, too.
You look cuter this week and it makes me sorry  I didn’t think I would be I guess in denial there is no guarantee and I’m impatient watching the lines around my eyes growing alone just like yours and I don’t know a lot about love but I think I’ve learned enough to know to only stay when it’s right although the ticking of a clock is threatening to change my mind ...
Dec 8th